This is a page from my date book and GENERAL IDEA wallpaper from my collection. I stomped on this piece because at the end of my two hour melt down where I destroyed everything in my studio and my unsuccessful suicide attempt, all my pain was there in this piece. I scrawled these notes and was going to just put my cat and dog in my car and drive to Short Mountain Tennessee to live with the Radical Ferries for the rest of my life. My car did not start. I ended up fetal in the garden surrounded by cats. My doctor sent a car and brought me to his office.